all the photos i had for this got deleted off my phone so i guess i’m quitting this blaaah blaaaah blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah i don’t care.
@1 year agoif there were an antonym for suicide
we could all choose when to be born.
i would have been born after that day
so i could not remember you.
so my fingers would stop pointing
at all the things that aren't there.
all the photos i had for this got deleted off my phone so i guess i’m quitting this blaaah blaaaah blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah i don’t care.
@1 year agoday 190:
woke up and my eye was swollen. got eye drops for it and they seem to be helping. sat around the house all day. my eye felt better by the evening and daniel and i drove out to the factory for some dancin.
day 188:
hands on my face, always. worked. drove out to daniel’s. they played an impromptu show out in flint. got all of our drinks for the night for free.
day 186:
didn’t do much of anything. worked. ate popcorn. scanned pictures. i love when my aunt’s dog stays with us because she is the best cuddler. and by that i mean, she let’s you lay right on top of her and doesn’t move. but i also hate it because she’s a big clumsy puppy and andy’s a mean little old man and they fight all the time.
day 184:
home again, home again. stayed at nathan’s the second night. went out for breakfast foods and just hung around before we had to catch the bus.
day 191:
what a miserable life. worked. came home. got my pjs on. sat in bed. sitting on the couch. picked the shit out of my face. eating everything in sight. feeling shitty.
day 189:
daniel and i went to toast for breakfast. STILL SO GOOD. went home, sat around. daniel didn’t end up having to work so he came down here and we went to my cousin’s graduation party. rode bikes. visited jackleen at work. watched tv. met jackleen at the coffee house after she got off work.
day 187:
doin nothin with my life, ctd. worked late. came home and got my pjs on, drank coffee, worked on school application shit.
day 185:
worked at 9 a.m. after getting home and in bed at midnight. daniel came over afterwards and we ate and went to the candy store to get candy for the movie theatre. then we went to go see inception!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i had to pee midway through, but i stuck through it. then he watched true blood with me, and i think he already loves it a little bit ;)
day 183:
pitchfork with jared. it was hot and sunny and prime people watching. pavement were perfect.